What should i do? give me a clear cut solution?what dcision i have to take?am indian.shud i have to leav my bf

lost my mom a year back.i just cannot forget my mother. i feel like speaking with her. she committed suicide.i don hav siblings.grandma's family is taking care of us(me and my father)my dad loves me a lot.infact he is living only for me.now i have a doubt whether he is having another affair.he is 50 now. he used to speak with a lady in late night.often both are speaking with each other.my dad is hiding this from me.if i ask him he is not telling me the truth.our society will speak bad for this kinda affair.i am crying.i don know what to do.another problem is i love a guy(age 29) sincerly for 5 years.he has criticised me in many ways.he is extremly possesiv thats y he did like that.now he is asking for a apology.i love him sincerely i don want to cheat him but our family wil not accept our love and so our society.i am concerned about my family's reputation. i love him to the core.why my father is doing like this? why mother did like that? why i am in a position of cheating my lover?What should i do? give me a clear cut solution?what dcision i have to take?am indian.shud i have to leav my bf
Hi Linda,Sorry for your mom,do you know why she commited suicide?or she has shown some sign of dipression before that day?Was your parent's relationship good going?I think you should find answers to these questions.Maybe there is something she didn't told you.Sorry to be straight but sometimes a husband's affair generally dipress indian wives that they can commit suicude.First of all,talk to your father about his affair,whether that exist or your missconception.Ask him with affection,so that he can pour his heart in front of you as daughters are always close to fathers.If he has affair try to understand his condition.try to know tenure of his affair.Your mom might have a person whom she had told about herself or reason why she did so.AND,your boyfriend just dump him out.He doesn't deserve you and your luv.Don't apologise him.Person who luv u never hurt u that way,it will take sometime but you will overcome it';bhool ja jo hua use,muskura hai kasam tujhe';.You feel sad due to chain of circumstances following.Don't feel sad,Be brave and wash off all sadness from your and your father's life,as he lives 4 u.Take Care and May God Bless you.Keep Smiling :)What should i do? give me a clear cut solution?what dcision i have to take?am indian.shud i have to leav my bf
life is a gift, do not waste it like your mom did, lose the possessive bf, you owe him no apology.